Hi!

[Vally]

Hi Im Vally and my label says Paranoid Schizophrenia and Social Anxiety Disorder.
Had some issues with Facebook group and this was a path that opened instead. I love the forum format way better. Just looking for a place to drop my reality where it makes sense to others without judgment.
Struggling with hallucinations and overwhelmed by everything.
Moved to a new state and my husband left me when I was struggling. I forgive him. Its alot. Im ok with this. He did me a favor.
Just adjusting to new places, new faces, new issues and the same old issues.
Healing slowly but the hallucinations, particularly visual, keep catching me off guard. The auditory hallucinations are more common I think but then with that I dont really know whether what I hear is real or not. Visual I can rationalize but its jarring.
Anyway hi im new. I think I like it here.
Thanks for the invite.

 

[MagentaMonkeyMess]

Hello Vally it is really nice to meet you. I hope you are doing well. I am very glad that you found this forum and hope that you stay to become a part of our family.

Thank you for sharing with us the most sacred piece of yourself, your heart's truth. I know how scary it feels to open up and let someone know what is going on. Are your hallucinations at least amusing and funny ? to where at least you have a minimal startle reflex recover and then a great rest of the day? Or are you having scary ones where you are in fight or flight mode often and for long times. I was asking because I was worried about you since I know moving causes excess stress, so does breaking up with someone, which can cause more hallucinations to manifest.